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[Apr. 8th, 2009|02:26 pm] |
mumbalo_jack lent me $200 to cheat death. hailz
we are both men, honoring agreements both now, and later |
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| From Before |
[May. 16th, 2008|01:27 am] |
I remember the sounds of my exoskeleton as it was infinitely crushed in your hand. I didn't have a moment to scream, you were always the immense pressure against my lungs, taking my breath away. The enchantment killed me this time and I became your humiliated trophy.
It was beautiful, because it was the first sincere representation of roles, and I hold it close to my heart forever like it was a mirror to my past.
Now it is your turn to wear these mortified scars of subjugation.
I see you burn a thousand times within me, and I exalt your misery as my heart's rejection of what I wanted us to be.
Marvel at my frozen goddess, glorified forever in shit.
Every time I look at you, I hate you more and more. I hate the world for being deceived by your smile and your arrogant existence of lying beauty and prosperity. I hate the earth for carrying your footprints, I hate the sun for reflecting light against your face. You deserve every second of pain and loneliness you inflicted on me, you deserve the certainty of that Hell everlasting. I want nothing more for you, than the endless serenity of non-existence without even so much as a name to mark your empty grave. I manifest you as a pillar of flesh that I will scar and abuse all the days of my life, that you may cry out a thousand times, once for every lie you ever told.
For I was your immortality, and I destroy myself to destroy you within me. |
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